Dear you,

I want you back. More than anything I've ever wanted. I've been beating myself up so much all week just thinking about what I had. You were the best thing to ever happen to me. You understood me and loved me more than I could ever ask. I really hate myself for how stupid I became. I don't know why I got like that but I can assure you I will never be like that to anyone ever again. I didn't see how awful I was being until after you left me and it absolutely kills me. I just want you to be happy. But I know I've made you so happy before. You were the happiest girl with me. If you could just trust me and not listen to your friends for once I know you could do this with me. Start completely fresh. And this isn't just another phase, it's who I REALLY am again. You know how I really am. And I'm going to prove that to you. Wether it leaves me even more heart broken or not, I'll show you I really meant it when I said I'd always love you no matter what. Just please forgive me and let me make you happy again some day soon. I'd give the world to see you smile because of me again.