It is my birthday

it sucks so far.

I really enjoy listening to bands that make me hate my life a little less though.

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Friends are going away to college while I'm stuck in the same routine. I start school on the 15th so that should be pretty lame. Not too worried about it. 2 nights a week for 3 and a half months isn't going to kill me. Today is my last day of having health insurance so if god decides to strike me down it better be by midnight. Tomorrow is my birthday and I'm not too excited. Blink 182 on my birthday should be pretty rad though. I've been tagging some street signs around Pine Hill lately with the Stone Cold Steve Austin skull and one of the skull on abe lincoln's body lately. I hope people notice it. That'd be sweet. I did it on a sign in a high traffic area last night so it'll be funny driving by it every day. I ordered a legit 2 color screen print press last night so I'm going to be pumping out a shitload of shirts once I get it. I'm so excited for it! Anyways here's my latest shirt. Holla at it at http://joestippick.bigcartel.com/ Jawn's only 3 bucks plus shipping so get it! I'm trying to save up for a flash dryer so I don't need to iron the shit out of them to cure em!

Everyone sucks dick

I want to move.

Shirts!

So not too long ago I got into screen printing, here's some of my work so far! I plan to do a lot more and also more complex designs!

Crucial Dudes Tank top(first shirt I did!)


Crucial Dudes 'Skate Dogz' T-Shirt


I Heart Veg T-Shirt

Back(The shirt was twisted so it looks off center)

Signs of love

I know I'm not the only one who's felt it. We both feel it and so strongly. If it weren't for that feeling every time I'm close to you I'd be afraid, but I know we're going to be just fine. All in good time.

:)

I think I'm gonna try to go vegan again really soon. Life will just suck without pizza so I doubt it'd last long.

But I'm so happy lately. I don't have the one thing I want and love but they're helping me get by. And honestly, I think one day soon enough I'll have that. It's just a matter of waiting. And for her I'll wait forever.

Dear you,

I want you back. More than anything I've ever wanted. I've been beating myself up so much all week just thinking about what I had. You were the best thing to ever happen to me. You understood me and loved me more than I could ever ask. I really hate myself for how stupid I became. I don't know why I got like that but I can assure you I will never be like that to anyone ever again. I didn't see how awful I was being until after you left me and it absolutely kills me. I just want you to be happy. But I know I've made you so happy before. You were the happiest girl with me. If you could just trust me and not listen to your friends for once I know you could do this with me. Start completely fresh. And this isn't just another phase, it's who I REALLY am again. You know how I really am. And I'm going to prove that to you. Wether it leaves me even more heart broken or not, I'll show you I really meant it when I said I'd always love you no matter what. Just please forgive me and let me make you happy again some day soon. I'd give the world to see you smile because of me again.

Alone again.

Start working a second job tomorrow morning. Looking for apartments and starting to save up. Fuck this life.