6-26-09

I wish I got the attention all the dead people get.

6-25-09

I want to wake up and smile.
I want to find who I really am.
I want to express myself,
In my own ways.
In my own words.

lol

If I didn't get kicked out of school I'd be graduating right now. Looks like I'm fuckin' up for working the past 15 months without an in between and making money while still having the same exact piece of paper I'd be getting if I stayed in school. And I'm going to school in the fall still. All while still doing more than most graduates from my school. Looks like I'm not fuckin' up after all. Oh and also may I add, I never a.) did or dealt any kind of drugs b.) Got in any kind of trouble with the police c.) Got in any type of car accident/pulled over d.) never didn't have a job after being out of school for more than a month e.) killed someone. Not too many people In Timber Creek class of '09 can say the same. Way to go, douche bags!

Hey

1.) Get a job you lazy faggot.
2.) Stop being a faggot.
3.) You're not 14 anymore,stop acting it,faggot.
4.) You're a giant faggot.

If you're reading this, this most likely isn't about you. So don't be a faggot.

6-13-09

The past 4 days I haven't eaten anything dairy I'v been retarded sick so enough of that. It sucked anyway.

6-11-09

It's hard being on a low sodium diet vegetarian. So for the next 2-3 weeks when I go back to the doctors I'm going vegan. I've made it one day so far, let's see how long this lasts.

6-10-09

I've been waiting months for this weather! WOO!



Chillin' in AC



I'm gonna trip BAWLZ!

6-5-09

Today was so good. Joe Fuscia is the man. woo!

I

Really fucking hate how all of a sudden I'm a bad person for someone starting a rumor about me. I never said a word about a person but according to the world I'm a liar. I really fucking hate you all. And I hope you and your fucking ego eat a giant load of shit.

I'm changing

I don't care who does or doesn't like it. I'm growing to not care nearly as much over dumb shit anymore. I'm not trying to be stuck in the past. I don't care what people say/think about me. I'm myself, and that's more than you'll ever be.

6-1-09

First day of June and it feels great. I feel like there's a lot on my chest I need to get off of.

1- I don't care I don't care I don't care! I'm sick of all this worrying.
2- Anxiety sucks
3- People in my past need to stay there.(Except 1 person)
4- People change,get over it.
5- I'm changing,for the better I'd say. I'm growing to like everything and leave all the hate behind. Life's too short to be miserable.
6- I'm getting sick of all the same thing. I want to get out.
7- New Jersey is a drag.
8- I still don't want to drink, but I hate how all these 'straight-edge' kids act. Seriously, you're all really annoying.(No offense to anyone in particular)
9- I'm growing up A LOT and I like where it's going.
10- Everything is alright (hopefully my chest x-ray and blood work turn out fine tomorrow!) Although, I am quite nervous.