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I <3 karma.

Soooooooooooooooo

No more meat. Johnnie challenged me to see who can last longer. Winner gets a free t-shirt! hahaha. But it's all good. I've done it before and went a solid month. let's see what we can do now. And just so everyone knows I'm not doing it to be cool/fit in/or because of someone. Just trying to get a shirt for free lol. And I've been saying how I wanted to try something new lately so here we go.

I

Have never wanted to jump off of a bridge as bad as I'd love to now.

Ughhh

I feel like I'm getting sick every time I'm in my house. I want to get out. I want to do new things so bad. I have such a darker creative side than I really seem to show. Maybe one day I won't be so lazy and can get it all out. It's getting too much to just keep all in my head. I want to spill my insides out for once. And I really hate starting every sentence with the letter "I". ughhhhhh

Lately,

I have wayyyy too many emotions going through my mind. Not very many of them are too positive either. I've never felt so mad/betrayed in my entire existence. All I've got to say is I hope you choke on every word that comes out of your mouth about me.

Sooooooooo

This weekend really open my eyes to a lot of things. A big one is that I really need to start eating normal. All that fast food and shit turnpike rest stop food isn't really too appealing to me anymore. I'm gonna start cooking shit myself now. Like legit not just making waffles or spaghettio's. I was in cooking class long enough to know how to read a damn recipe so I'll be fine. And back to taking daily vitamins as well! And little to no soda either. Hooray for getting back into shape and being healthy again!

For real

I know exactly who my real best friends are. and they fucking rule.

We're all better off without you.

fghjk

Some friend you are.

Big weekend

I slept for a good 4 hours last night and I doubt I'll be getting much more throughout the whole weekend. But it's all good, I'm real excited for everything. delaware tonight and of course Pizza U. As bad as it makes me feel I can never deny it. I'll try to keep up on this throughout the weekend. Not that anyone actually reads this religiously! That'd be funny if someone's life was that boring they had to read about mine everyday. Whatever! Off to Alec's now!

:)

Taco Bell for lunch. tell me there's something better?!

I want

to do something real different than what I'm used to. Just for like a few weeks or something. Or even something real drastic for a week. Like not drive at all or even have someone else drive me. Just ride a bike or walk. I don't know I just want something exciting. ugh

Weird

Pretty much everyone in my extended family has added me on Facebook the past two days. Pretty weird.

But in other news Laur's prom is coming up soon.ugh. Not too thrilled,I'd rather do something rad than hang out with a bunch of dumb kids I don't know dressed like an idiot. And even the weekend of doesn't sound too fun either. Woo for hanging around drunk people. Not that I even care if anyone or myself drinks anymore it's just lame that the routine prom weekend rituals will go down,Drinking and doing it. I think I'm going to steer away from both. Have it as a big fuck you to all the kids who are doing the same stupid shit everyone else is. I'll think of something fucking epic to not even have to think about that shit. But Lauren said she'll end up drinking so that just means I'll have to have some fun making her looking like an idiot haha :). But whatever it doesn't really bother me anymore. Certain people completely killed the whole 'straight-edge' thing for me. Can't you just not drink or do drugs and have that be it? It's pretty lame when people make it something so retarded other people want to avoid that. Not that I want to drink or anything,but at this point I don't even care. But spring is coming up real soon which is way way way way way way way way way way way way way way cool. I've been waiting for fucking ever it seems. This year is going to rule. 

Nothing beats

Waking up to birds chirping and being too hot to sleep with a blanket. It's finally getting nicer out and I haven't been anything but ecstatic since. FUCK YES!

Fuck yea

Beautiful outside today! Totally busting out my cutoffs:)

ghbjknml

Sometimes I fucking hate you.

fghjk

I feel like I've wasted so much time over my 18 years. ugh.

I

Hope you die soon.

HEY!

EAT THE BIGGEST PLATE OF SHIT

Fuck the snow

I've been sitting in my room all day. I really fucking hate the snow and the cold. FUCK

Oh how I love

Jason Titner:)